Thursday, December 29, 2016

Mayakka River State Park 2016

Sunday, May 24, 2015

ten years later

This is my oldest blog. I started it in 2005 when I was living in Englewood, FL. I now live in Brooklyn, NY and so much has changed. I've gone through so many things in 10 year. So much amazing life and people. I am thankful for all of it. May love be with you always. 




Saturday, April 27, 2013

pain

I'm too old to feel this kind of pain, but I do.

I don't like saying "I'm too old" I was never able to enjoy my youth. Fear has gripped me nearly all my days. I hate myself at the moment. I feel ugly. I don't desire what I have and I don't have what I desire. I want someone to come to me. Fulfill me. Everything I have, I had to get. I don't know how much more strength there is inside me.

I would be angry at God if I wasn't so sure he didn't exist.

Saturday, February 09, 2013